Sunday, January 15, 2012

Goodbye.

One lie leads to another. You lied about wanting to meet up with Lea, you lied about her deciding on Portage Bay, you lied about not having dinners (having more than just group studies) with Ana, you lied about her inviting you to her apartment, you lied about so many things. You lied to me, one who trusts you most.

You once betrayed my trust, I forgive you. I forgave you cheating on me with other girls.
Again now, you lie about so many things. You say I'm not the person I used to be. Because you made me the person I am now.

While fighting or talking, you play starcraft, keep yourself occupied. You don't care telling me lies, ignoring my messages and don't bother talking to me. What really is on your mind? I really don't know. If I am no more an important person in your life, don't hold on to me - let me go. If you love telling me lies, you think I'm going to stick around and just be okay with that?

I hate that things had to end this way. I hate that you are not the person you used to be. I hate that you defend yourself repeatedly, and create new 'policies of yours' or whatever. You just do anything to make yourself seem superior, perfect, always the right one. You are no more the person I used to knew.

I loved the person I used to know, not who you are now.

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