Despair

Despair.I made myself clear once again. D-E-S-P-A-I-R.
That is the kind of situation I am in currently.
France and Germany have always been my favourite team.
Not to mention, the players...Klose, Ribery, Lukas, Anelka...NASRI (who was suppose to be in the squad)..
Last night, I stayed up just to watch France play.
Honestly, I regretted. It was a total waste of time, they were like puppets on the field....Anelka and his 'awesome' free kick *mere sarcasm intended*..
My world cup enthusiasm is jeopardized.
I no longer look forward to turn on the tv, stay up late to watch the blue jersey guys kick the ball across the field, I no longer look forward to watch the tough Germans shove their way through the field...
but, after what my friend told me, it kinda hit me in the head..what he said was true.
whats the point of sulking.they are the ones playing, they are the ones getting the money, its not us.
why should I feel so down and sad.?
thanks! I am back to my cheerful mode:)
For now, I am going to broaden my options, start supporting another team, probably Spain or Brazil:)..or even USA.