Goodbye!

As we go on,
We remember all times we had together.
And as our lives change, come whatever,
we will still be friends forever.

When I say, friends forever I mean it. Its nice having wonderful friends , those whom you share your laughter, jokes, secrets and sorrow with, those who appreciate you, those who never took you for granted, those whom you know you can count on no matter what happens, those who appreciate all the little things you did, those who never fail to give you a smile even on their worst days,those who never doubted your capabilities, those who never envied your strengths, those who were happy for your achievements, and those who treasured every moment together..
Everyone had a role to play, they left memories, some good bad some bad.
Those good memories will be with me till eternity, I know I've used this word a couple of times, but I really mean it when I say eternity, I mean forever. I have had an uncountable number of good friends, but a few (rarely meet this kind of people, but when I do...it kills me to know them) really ungrateful friends.When you sacrificed alot for them,but in return,they dont even appreciate you, I am not expecting you to do anything in return all I want is just to acknowledge me as your friend, thats all.
It hurts me...You once said you envied one of my strenghts and kept on seeking advice from me on that matter, I did my best...but now..when you've got the hang of it, when you' realized you got what you wanted, thats it..you just forgot the ones that were there for you when there WAS NO ONE ELSE!....you do seek revenge.,we make mistakes, but there's such a word called FORGIVENESS>whats the point of taking revenge all the time?does it ensure the greatest height of satisfaction to you?
the saddest part is, where have all your 'sweet words' gone? eg: 'i treasure you' , 'i will never forget you',  'you mean alot to me Karen', 'friends forever' and etc.etc. don't say it when you don't mean it please.Yes I agree with Shakespeare's quote: life is a stage, and we're d actors, but in this case, its not applicable. you don't have to put on an ACT!
you dont know how many people dislike your so-called 'innocent' behavior..you need to realize that. I just hope you dont go complaining to others that nobody cares about you/nobody cares where u are and what not...I CARED< YES I DID! I appreciated you as my friend, BUT WHATS THE POINT< ONLY TO KNOW you don't appreciate it!YOU TAKE ME For GRANTED. Now , I don't give a damn, I don't care.
Live life the way you want it, without me knowing anything about you. I mean it this time.Goodbye!

-demoralized-